Blog Entry
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Or can't you just forget the things i said
I was angry at the time
but now i cleared my head
It was so strong, where did it all go wrong
So tell me why,
i'm swimming against the tide
And i'm praying for a lifeline,
cos i'mLosing you
So tell me why,
you don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight,
i can't stand,
Wont stand,losing you
You don't have to say a word its in your eyes
What can i do to convince you we need more time
And i know i may have made a few mistakes
But losing you is just too much for me to take
i heard this part,and suddenly i became very sad.haha.then i realised,that lost you long long ago.in fact,i knew i lost you long long ago already mann.class party??that was the first and last time.that was when i decided that i had to just let go.because you dun even care enough to try.like shan said,you were never really my friend in the first place anymore.some asshole ruined my day yesterday,and karen said it was her.then i realised,i've really let it go mann.she doesnt hurt anymore.now,the only feelings i have for her is gulit.plain guilt.if anyone knows her well enough,tell her i'm sorry for everything.i dun even think she'll be bothered by it cause i seriously think she is damn no- feeling,butttttt,i'm not her,so i want to clear this guilt i have.I AM SORRY.
BUT,you still owe me $50.
anyway,i have a sudden liking for sad sad song.
like losing you,scars,goodbye my lover,
and alot more la.
i was busy writing lyrics,
and weiting told me that i listen to so many sad sad songs,then later i become sad.
haha.
okay,i'll listen to more happy happy songs la.
please get birks.
ANYONE!!!
PLEASE!!!!
i need 10 pairs.......
shopping today.
got 3 pairs of shoes.
one shirt,
and 5 pairs of socks.
i feel good.
i'll get one nike school shoes,
2 birks,
and a few pouches,
a few clutch,
a cosmetic pouch,
some new make up stuff,
bras and underwear,
AND EAR PIECES
suddenly,
I LOVE SHOPPING.
i was rather irritated at assembly today.
WALAO.
anyway,jeanette gave me back the neoprint.
HAHAHAHA.
i'll scan and enlarge her photo for EVERONE to see.
awwww mannn.
she's so gonna kill me.
school is much better without you.
no fear.
no guilt.
just plain fun.
i have no wish to join the events anymore.
i dun care.
me not going.
because me busy on saturday.
i call ShuShan ,
then lani called me,
and i were talking to both of them at the same time,
but different phones la.
and they both hung me up at the same time.
walao.
talk about CHEMISTRY.
ShuShan told me to study.
i cant believe.
but she is wise.
haha.
i'll try to la,
mongolian slut.
AND!!!
dun be jealous that i said jeanette was better la.
i take back my wors okay.
now you can give jeanette another testi.
ACCORDING TO DIANA:
DOUBLE S IS THE BEST!!!!
just incase people dun know how to spell her name.
lam shu shan has two Ses inside.
lam S hu S han
not triple s
7:24 PM