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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i didnt want to say it cause i'll cry if i did.
i dunno if you are reading the blog,but i'll say it now.
i did not feel sad cause she'll get suspended or what.
i dont mind not seeing her.
the part that killed me was the fact,that she wasnt happy.
it could have ended happy.
chem was fun okay.
the exploding was cool.
but it just has to end that way.
i shouldnt have went there.
i shouldnt have stopped.
i shouldnt have asked.
i shouldnt have listened.
the shittiest part was when she looked up and looked at me with thoses eyes.
i could'nt stay any l0nger.
i moved a few steps back,and walked away.
i went to the foyer and i saw yuki.
the first thing i did was to hug her,
then i leaned on her.
if time allowed,i wanted to sleep.
i didnt wanna wake up.
i didnt want to go home.
i didnt want to leave.
i promised myself no tears.
but in the end i failed myself.
haha.
funny how it is always on public transport.
luckily my mum called me.
i had to wake up.
then i received good news.
BIRKS HAS ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!
DEBBIE NG i know you are reading this:i'm sorry!sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.the zoey and cheryl thing.i'm really really sorry.i said that because i dun really like them la.but this time,THIS TIME ONLY,they have good taste.haha.really.i swear that's true.it is me with the bad taste la,at least,that's what lani tay told me la.sorry okay.sorry sorry sorry.and thanks for the phone.
tell me what happenend...
i wanna know what she said after i left.
did she get suspended from her cca??
what happenend??
why did she cry??
she's eating into me again.
i'll rather hate her,it's easier.
it's no joke to be screamed at for 1 hour and 15 minutes.
5:05 PM