Blog Entry
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i m really DISGUSTED by what the FAKE germaine tagged.
these kind of people really have nothing better to do you know??!!
but,haha,it is kinda amusing laaaaa.
yearbook was out.
FINALLY.
after the 7th visit to the general office,they finally decide to give the damn thing to us.
the yearbook is a tool mann.
and bob is getting high looking at tenessa.
then i was damn irritated cause he ignored MY pretty pretty photo and STARED at her.
hahaha....
bob and james like seeing my yearbook,but ever year they'll get disappointed by the non-pretty face.
hahahahhaha.
stupid,they have bad taste la.
chem was fun today...
we were not even listening laaaaa.
and he only picked on weiting....
not meeeeeeeeee.
accounts was also quite funny.
i was wondering wheather i should go for p.c or r.e,so i decided to ask lani,
then sam said very loudly"R.E LAAA"
jmr poon heard and i guess he was feeling irritated,then he told us,
"what r.e??!!!is it r.e now??!!!you feeling religious isit??!!!!"
haha
it was funny okay!!!!
leilani is as irritating as sam and debbie.
walao.
meishan this meishan that!!!
and VERY LOUDLY okay.
i seriously think they have a crush on her.
hahahahahha
and since when did sasha's name changed??
actually i've just come to relise we have alot of names for her.
ALOT.
i found stacy's chinese name....SUQING.
haha.
my turn to be irritating tomorrow.........
interesting how fate plays a part in your life...
in our lives...
maybe it was never meant to be.
bob says that denise poon looks exactly like debbie poon.
haha
then i was complaining about denise poon la,
then bob said,"ya,exactly the same.i bet she's slutty and bitchy too"
haha.
butttttttt,it seems that guys think of all girls to be like tat.
SEE LA,how girls like that ruin our image.
I had nothing to say and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me (i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me) but all that they can see the words revealed is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose) just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own
i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real
. i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong
and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face (i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find. it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i) what do i have but negativity cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose) nothing to gain im hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today
recently,i think i m rather random.
i was thinking of you during one of my lessons,
and i realised my heart suddenly beat so fast.
haha
MY HEART THROBBER.
the one and only,YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
you know,i dun like poeple who smokes...
a smoker is worse than the world ugliest guy/girl.
and sho they think they are very cool la.
seriously right,i never liked the popular clique,
cause they are so damn HYPOCRITE,
if you only like one or two people in that clique of 10,
that is not called a clique.
that's just pathetic,
why hang out with someone you hate??
just to get popular??
to feel good??
for me,i think forcing yourself makes everything worse.
i was looking at the yearbook photos and i realise something.
her haircut isnt all that nice.
haha.
skinny people looks ugly you know.
can see the neck and the bones....
eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww.
IT IS DAMN UGLY LA......
i'll be happy to be ABIT smaller than shan la.
that would be perfect....
maybe jeanette's figure....
6:50 PM