Blog Entry
Monday, April 03, 2006
stupid girl,stupid girl,stupid girl.
dun wanna be a stupid girl!!!
Oh my god you guys,
I totally had more that 300 calories
That was so not sexy, no
Good one, can I borrow that?
[Vomits]
I WILL BE SKINNY.
okay that was random,
but i found it cute.
haha.
bob wants to go on a detox programm
maybe i should follow him.
i didnt go school.
good.
haha.
i missed both double chinese and ss.
i SHOULD be going school tomorrow la.
unless i become worse.
i've got to admit.
the holland doctor is gooood.
next time i fall ill,
i'll go holland's silver cross clinic.
max's dad is in the hospital.
i think max is not in singapore though...
not sure.
but his brother is coming over today.
guess what??
i love you!!!!
haha.
I DO,I DO,I DO OOO.
GET THE MESSAGE??!!!
I LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!
i just cant get enough.
for U:you were like a shooting star,
you came into my life,
and in your own LITTLE way,
you brightened up my dayS.
you found me.
THANK YOU.
i know that i could'nt have found you just like you found me.
i make bad choices all the time you see,
and now i wonder,
where would i be WITHOUT YOU??!!
once again,i'd like to say,
I LOVE YOUUUUUU!!!
i'm highhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i've not done my work,
and i dun feel like going to school tomorrow.
buttttttt.
i want my year book.
shittttttttttt.
steven,MAX bro's here.
DIE DIE.
i'm in my pj already.
HOW??!!!
dun care la.
i'm not going out of my room.
THANK YOU FOR YESTERDAY
i'm eating so much pills you know.
there are my medicine,
and there's my suppliments.
i told my mum to get me slimming pills la,
cause i m a LAZY LAZY girl on a fantasy diet.
haha.
really.
i eat and i sleep and i eat.
that's my diet.
I STILL love you.
I STILL need you.
I STILL care about you.
I STILL feel you,
like i'm right beside you.
i'm going KUKU...
tomorrow looks good.
haha.
you kow something??
i can tell the future.
i predict that on friday,
i'll fall sick again.
hahahha.
i had an ashma attack yesterday,
and guess what my dearest mother told me.
mum:"diana,i very scared that i will die like that.like you,like that,you know...cannot breathe,suffer like that,then die"
haha.
i didnt know how to react...
tell her to stop thinking that she's gonna die soon,
or to ask her to stop talking nonsense that makes me wanna laugh.
haha.
she's crazy.
but i lurveeeeeeeeeeee herrrrrrrrr.
really,
the things my family do,
i can laugh till i tear okay.
without them,
i woulnt be able to live.
without them,
the word 'strong'
will not be in my dictionary.
although i have not been the BEST daughter or the BEST sister.
i'll like to tell you guys...
you've been the best.
i could never ask for more.
bob is the sweetest okay.
i think that i have really 0 confidence recently,
especially having gained so much weight last year
and maybe it's rather obvious.
then bob otto iskandar was bloody sweet.
i was tellin him how everyoine is so pretty or slim la.
then he turned to me and said that i was SWEET,CUTE and really LOVEABLE
awwwwwwwwwwwww,
you dont know how much tat means to me okay.
especially for him to say that.
tell me now,
how can i live without them.
my mum is calling me out already.
but i just SIMPLY REFUSE.
is there chinese tomorrow??
did you know something??
we have lesser than 2 months,
lesser than 8 weeks,
lesser than 60 DAYS
before our chinese 'o's.
my mum is damn freaking retarded okay.
she thinks i'm a little kid laaaaaaaa.
you know how did she try to LURE me out.
haha.
she went into my room and screamed loudly,
"waaaaa got handsome boy outside.like f4 like that.come faster.go out."
haha.
I'M SORRY,BUT I'M NOT FALLING FOR THAT.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
eh,i mean it when i say that i'll cry.
telling you is just a mean of calming myself down.
cause i HATE crying when people are around you know.
cause still must try to look good while crying laaa..
haha.
so at least when you cry behind closed doors,
no matter how horrible you look when you cry,
NOBODY CAN SEE.
HAHA
I'M SOOOOOOOOOO VAIN.....
okay,i must really go meet him.
cause if not,
i'm being a bitch,
and i cant let max's brother know that fact right...
haha.
kidding mann...
i'm no bitch.
i'm a sweet little girl
who is a mama's girl
who rocksssssssssssssssss.
note:if i ever did block you,i mean nothing.i just didnt feel like talking.if you found out,SORRY.
7:22 PM