Blog Entry
Thursday, May 11, 2006
I'M SO LOST WITHOUT YOU.
okay,i feel damn empty without my scenery in my house.
although they were complete retards,
but they really rock okay.
i've got to say i dont like samuel gabriel.
dont get me wrong,i like him,but i dont like like him la.
my very irritating tuition teacher went to this this damn shitty thing tha tmade me so maluated now.
laoshi:who is gabriel:
garbiel:me.
laoshi:ohhhhhhhhhh.diana says you are damn hot!!!!!
all 4 guys:awwwwwwwwwww
me:arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!(sreams really loudly from my room)
everyone:hahah
i went out and i WAS NOT RED OKAY!!!!
bob:aiyoooo why sooo red??!!!
kelvin:i understand,it is part of growing up
shen ming:ya.it's okay.
gabriel;(smiles to himself)
me:wth!!!???
but seriously,he is chao hot.
haha.
but i couldnt face him after that,
i keep hiding from them laaaa.
they left already,
so saddd la.
i want to cry already la.
nevermind,
i see them a few times in a month.
haha.
my house scenery is no more already.
shenming:so how is gabriel
me:it is different la.i only find him hot,and please la,he has a gf.
shen ming:what if he doesnt.
hahaha
i feel like killing him.
mama wants shenming to be my chem teacher,and kelvin to be my maths teacher.
CRAZY.
i'll just end up daydreaming.
haha.
i have nice scenery.
debbie is a very irritating girl i tell you.
sitting next to her can kill you.
she keeps going on about EX-SCENERY.
and zy always says things that i dont understand.
hmmmmm.
comfusing leh.
last year she just randomly told me to treat it was nothing happened??
and i'm like,what happened???!!!
then today she was saying that i am very loyal.
ahahahahhhahaha.
obviously debbie started her yea,diana is very loyal crap.
haha.
and it is not one year yet la.
walao eh.
9 monts only la.kuku!!!
sam is damn irritating.
she made me feel so guilty okay.
i felt like crying la.
cause i was the cause of it all.
sam told me that someone told her that i was VERY LOUD AND VERY VERY IRRITATING.you know what,i was realy surprised to hear that it came from her*.not sumo la.
i thought she was trust worthy as a friend,well maybe sumo has become an influence then.haha.welcome to 4b,a class of hypocrites.
i think scenery is in a relationship for all the wrong reasons.
but what can i say....
damn!!!!
i really miss those asses.
why cant they stay over longer.
i really really love all the craapy shit they talked about.
the next time shen ming comes over,
i would want him to do his cheeky laugh for me.
haha.
sooooo cuteeee!!!!!!!!!!
if she comes up to me and tell me that it was my fault,
i'll break down and cry.
why cant we leave it as we were last year,
why cant we hate each other like we did last year.
it would have been much easier.
WNY???!
can you tell me why???!!!
why is it that you make something that was originall yyour fault,and made it my burden??!!
why is it that i hear so much things about you and never once trusted you.
why coulnt i just acepted the fact that you are what you are,and that i cant ever change you?
WHY??
WHY DID I GIVE UP MY ONLY CHANCE TO HANG AROUND YOU JUST TO REGRET IT LATER AND BUT THE BLAME ON YOU IN THE END??!!!
why is ti that i can never accept how things are?
why??
can you please tell me!!!!
cause i need to know!!!!
sam said you'll never do that for anyone.
but you did it for me!!!!
tell me,did i even make you sad.
did i have a place in your heart?
were you sad when i avoided you,
if no then,i'll feel much better,
cause that would mean that as a friend,you sucked too.
so it wasnt my fault.
but if your answers are yes,
i really really dunno how to face you,
cause i would have really really let you down.
sam!!!!you ass!!!!!!!!!
thanks for letting me know what she MAY have felt mann.
i feel so GREAT now!!!!!!
i really really miss those rritating pest.
scenery!!!!!!
had to cleant the church today.
the taxi driver said tha ti was cute.
ahahahahaha.
and so shenming now thinks i'm lesbian.
haha.
9:51 PM