Blog Entry
Friday, May 12, 2006
thinking back now,
didi i think that you are very scary.
cause i've always trusted you.
never doubted you.
to think that you said and did so many things.
now,i am seriously wondering what else you did behind my back.
i guess they were right when they said you changed.
i was being that stupid naive idiot for trusting you.
jeanette aked me why i trust you so much,
i told her i dunno??!!
i said it was based on feelings,
but my emotions has always lead to a wrong decision,
so,now i've made two.
guys,guys,guys.
come here please.
everytime i start thinking of you,
i'll start chanting samuel gabriel's name.
everytime i'm reminded of you,
i'll think about the sweetness of shenming.
everytime i miss you,
i'll remember kelvin's joke.
this is my new medicine.
i'm praying that it will work,
cause this time...
emotions are on the line again.
damn,i hope i dont fall for a second ian.
haha.
falling for your brother's close friend is just wrong.
i want all of them to be my brothers too.
haha.
somehow,i cant let myself see you cry.
if this is how you wanna play the game,
i'm not game.
gabriel slept on the left bed.
haha.
i m like stalking them??!!!!
walao leh.
but i have some of their photos....
and bob was the one who offered them to me.
ahahahaha.
i love you bro.
i'm so thankful that i have you
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