Blog Entry
Sunday, June 18, 2006
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!
yeahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
i'm so happy!!!!!
i'm very very very happy!!!!!!!!!
fly me to the moon please.
i'm really really happy!!!!
i can be all alone in the world,
but knowing you care is enough to sustain me.
omg!~
i 'm flying.
haha.
oh oh oh,
gabriel is still as hot as ever.
haiya,
i just realise that i miss that feeling of being in love.
haha.
i dont like anyone now,
how sad can that be.
i really really want someone to have a crush on.
oh mr dearest,
please appear.
cause i wanna fall in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i really miss that feeling where i get all red and paniky,
get all high and happy.
get confused,
i want to find my mr dearest to share all my shit with.
i miss taht feeling.
haha.
i wanna fall in loveeeeeeeeee.
how long was it since the last time we met?!
i dont remember,
but then again,
i dont care.
haha.
cause you're not the one on my mind anymore.
i'm happy.
really really happy.
i can just read that message over and over and over again.
i bet you dont know what you just did.
hahah.
you made me a happy happy giril okay.
i wount be able to sleep today already la.
look what you've done.
hahahahah.
goshhhhhhhhhh.
you're so good,
i cant believe you exsist.
will we still be friends when we leave school?
hah.
i know you wanna leave as much as me.
i think i better study.
i dont wannna get seperated with shan.
i'm getting to ACJC.
i'm gonna be with shan.
but if i fail,
i've got my back up plan.
hahah.
goshhhhhhhhhh.
i'm really really high.
i wanna call weiting.
i wanna call her.
i wanna call evelina.
i wanna talk to her.
i wanna call lani,
i suddenly miss her.
i wanna call shan,
i wanna tell her.
i wanna call you,
i wanna tell you i love you.
oh baby baby,
please tell me you love me as much as i do.
haha.
i cant imagine a life,
without all these wrong turns,
cause at the end of every wrong turn,
is something good waiting for you.
haha.
i'll never be able to treasure you as much as i do if these shit didnt happen to us.
i'll proberbly still be running and hiding from you.
i know you dont feel the same,
but at this very moment,
i'm happy with just myself.
like shan said,
if i'm really that good,
that's no such thing as not good enough.
i know i'm not good enough for you,
and i've been feeling really inferior
cant' you tell.
haha.
oh well,
i dont care.
i really dont anymore.
cause today,
i've got a confidence BOOST.
i dont need your approval.
i dont need you to confirm my exsistance.
you have no idea how much i need you,
but right now,
i feel good enough to let you go.
the day i can look you in the eye and tell you how i really feel,
would be the day that i'm letting you go for good.
haha.
cause that day i'll be prepared for the worst,
i think i'm ready to stay commited.
i cant wait to finish stc life,
i cant wait to go jc.
i cant wait to show off my new clothes.
i cant wait for slut day,
i cant wait for friday,i'll be watching movie with wt.
i cant wait for this holidayt o end.
i cant wait for school.
i cant wait to spend time with you.
i cant wait to cry with you.
i cant wait to spend all my time with you.
i cant wait for my new haircut.
i cant wait for the day i die.
i cant wait for the time i get married.
i catn wait for my dream house.
i cat wait for the future,
i cant wait to look at my past.
from this moment on,
you made me realise,
i dont want to look back,
just to find myself on the wrong path,
you made me realise,
you care.
you made me realise that i dont want to wake up just to find myself falling so fast.
you made me realise,
i'm good enough.
you made me realise.
thank you.
12:32 AM