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Sunday, June 18, 2006
i dedicate this song,the first cut is the deepest,to you.
i was supposed to feel better after 'confessing' but i dont.
my mum is such a neh.
from the moment i woke up,till now,she just cant stop scolding.
walao.
my room is really really really messy.
i felt slutty yesterday.
school starts very soon.
i really must study already.
yesterday i was ssoooooo soooo happy okay.
so no matter what happens today,
i will still feel okay.
cause yesterday i was too excited to sleep okay.
and i didnt want to wake up to find ut i was dreaming,
cause it happened once.
i was sooooo sad la.
today i woke up to a wrong start.
i still remember saying that i could not wait for the day she falls and cries.
haha.
interesting part was when she really did cry,
i ended up crying too.
hahah.
now looking back,
i think i must be really amusing to those who knew what was happening la.
because i seriously find it rather amusing myself.
i really miss that hate/love feeling.
i dont know why.
haha.
i feel so empty without someone to like.
and berna is so funny,
something to do with an inability to love.
ahha.
i dont miss her,
i swear.
but i feel sorry for her though.
i dreamt about it last night,
would'nt it be nice if that was not a dream.
haha.
but now,i really dont mind.
at least,
i would'nt cry over a dream anymore.
tomorrow is orals already.
i'm like the first one.
WTH?!
hahah.
i abandoned shan today.
ahahah,
i want my dumb camera case back.
dominic is a dick head.
oh no,
i'm becoming as vulgar as xinni already.
ahahha.
cannot cannot.
must be noce and polite,
JC IS WAITING ALREADY.
totally unprepared am i,to face a world of men.
ahahah.
shane is hottttttttttt.
i'll marry her.
she reminded me of a person.
haha.
that episode reminds me of ahem at class party.
haha.
yea lorh.
then i cried some more la.
walao.
ahahha.
and i didnt even see that.
ahahh.
ahem,ahem,ahem.
to tell the truth,
i wasnt sad because she was flirting?
i dont know what to consider flirting la
but cause i saw something else.
something that made me thought to myself:
that person could have been me,i'm so stupid.now all you can do is watch,cause she hates you.
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