Blog Entry
Saturday, June 03, 2006
i feel like complaining about her.
but i'm feeling nice today.
i feel like telling some people to shut their trap if they dont know,
but i cant control their mouths.
i feel like shutting down,
but i dont have that stupid plug.
you gave me everything,
and alittle bit more.
i think i was too harsh in my lj post.
buttttttt.
i dont care.
it doesnt matter anyway.
cause i realised that she doesnt mean much anymore.
i m good with and without her.
it's not that difficult afterall.
haha.
i did so much shit in camp.
12 years of being shy,
and now,
we are good friends.
i think she likes him.
but she keeps pushing him to me.
and he keeps pushing me to him.
now,i think he is so scared of me la.
crazy crazy guy.
it's a picture of a thousand sunsets,
and the freedom of a thousand doves.
yesterday was so screwed okay.
even bob knows cause every other word was a bitch or an asshole.
i wrote a letter bak to bob and james and mama.
i'm gonna be a good daughter and sister okay.
but wood swings is such a factor.
you know,
friends are so undependable.
i regret trusting my friends.
so this is what 6 years of friendship means to you right.
fine.
if this is the way you want it,
i'm fine.
i think i said it once that i only need 5 friends.
now,
i think i only want one,
cause the rest are driving me crazy.
i dont like fighting,and i hate quarelling,
you know it.
and i always give in.
and i hate it.
if you dont treat me as a friend,
say la.
dont make me think that you like me,
then complain about how horrible i m behind my back.
i dont care and sont need to know already.
after sumo,
i bacame quite a good hypocrite.
if you want to act,
i'll put up this show with you.
anyway,
it's only going to be another 6 months.
i can live with that.
anyway,they said that if the pain isnt gonna kill you,
it's only going to make you stronger.
so before i becpome too depressed and confused by you,
i'd liket o say thanks first.
i'm going to watch a stupid boring and dumb concert with my mum
but i promised to be a good daughter,
it is so sad if she has to go herself la.
although it is going to be a hell boring PIANO CONCERT,
i'd go.
haha.
and i need to get a formal dress for that stupid event some more la.
i hope that sleeping over it will make me feel better.
I DONT LIKE NO GIRL,AND I DO NOT LIKE NO GUY.SO JUST SHUT UP AND GET A LIFE.
1:36 PM