Blog Entry
Sunday, June 04, 2006
I really miss you
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you areNever gone,
never far In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be never gone.
i think i have been oversensitive these few months.
blame it on that shithole.
okay.
so,i'm getting used to this,
training from her,
or so you call it.
haha.
anyway,things have been GREAT.
i'm kinda getting used to the one moment very close,next moment very cold treatment.
i dont really care anymore,
we lead very different lives anyway.
i think she was really really too much to test me like that.
i dont give a damn about them.
and i will not give a damn.
i dont like him,
be together for all i care.
i dont even think he likes you that much anyway.
i'm going to be in that list okay.
i'll wait for the day you say you love me.
colon therapy is starting soon.
haha.
bob is damn funny okay.
he's damn SIAO.
a girl so fly,out-shinning a guy.
you dont really mean a thing,i'm good with or without you.
i aint gonna let anybody play me.
sorry you got the wrong one.
=P
i feel soooooooo :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i finally managed to upload gilfrind's photo.
yeahhhhhhhhh.
haha,
she is not ugly okay,she's PRETTY.
she just looks weird in the photo.
haha.
going back to school everyday.
I'M HAPPY.....
i dunno why.
i just lurveeeeeeeeee school.
i love people who can make me feel secure.
not more insecure.
every once in a while,
telling me that you still love me wont kill you.
telling me that i m not insignificant to you would mean something
but now,it doesnt matter anymore.
cause,you dont mean a thing anymore.
cause i've cried enough,
tried enough,
and finally succeded in not giving a damn about you.
*CLAPS*CLAPS*CLAPS*
haha.
please congragulate me poeple.
i know i'm goooooooooood.
i kinda wanna get slain.
slay me holy sprit.
touch me and forgive me.
tell me that i'm good again.
It's always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong and I don't belong
Living in your precious memory
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see youTonight
And I don't want to let you know
I Drown in your memory
I Don't want to let this go
I don't
i'm going to swimmmmmmmmm.
i hope.
haha.
shan's no snack diet failed badly.
hahahha.
she's gonna kill me.
Ain't gonna show no Weakness
I'm gonna smile And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying FOR you .
it's for,not because.
and i so do not call anyone baby.
haha.
that was random,
but i just need to say that.
3:18 PM