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Monday, June 26, 2006
if everything was to go as planned,
things wouldnt have to be this way.
everytime lani comes,
gabriel is not here. :'(
i was damn sad la.
sad songs are not cool.
i think i was supposed to feel honoured,
and maybe i did.
i think i was supposed to feel hurt,
and maybe i did.
but this is not last year,
everything is changing.no?
you changed,
so did i.
and everytime i try to think of an excuse for you,
it would just cut me deeper.
thanks for noticing though,
it works everytime.
i'm going for tuition soon.
i really really feel like shit?
if i replayed the whole of today,
i just cant think of anything to make me :)
i really really dont like school now.
maybe it's because of her.
after avoiding her for,FOREVER,
i've to see her everyday already la.
i wanna know what happened.
i'll either call or ask sam later.
huai en is really really cuteeeeeeee.
i dont want such an ugly hair-do.
i cant use my pretty pretty earings already la.
i was told i look like a bung?
:'(
call me if you want to.
i dont care anymore.
cause normally,i dunno why,
when either of us are sad,
somehow,i'll get a call,
and it'll brighten up my night.
ahha.
hope i did the same too.
was i really invading into your secrets?!
there can only be one reason why i hate you,avoid you and is terrified of you.
think about it.
i make perfect sense.
you didnt have to flare just because i wasnt being friendly,
you were the one that said i wasnt enough.
6:34 PM