Blog Entry
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
you know,chem today was damn shitty.
shanna long and stacy happily decide to pop by,stay,and create hell.
i was damn irritated la.
1) i really dont like her,
2) she keep playing with water,spraying everywhere it's hell irritating okay.
i got so fed up,i just walked away.
you know,if that sofia incident ever happened to my close friends or me,
i swear,i'd call the damn police.
it's against the bloody law,
and they can go to a girl's home for wanted to be so 'cool'
out for lunch,
my lips swelled up again.
no sweet talk today.
:(
i dont look like a bung,
i dont,i dont ,i dont.
and i'll run myself down if anyone mistakes me for one.
if there's anything i should be happy about,
it was just the fact that you dont hate me.
if that was showing concern,thanks,
it meant something.
you cant blame me for not being friendly,
i dont want to scare you off again.
i dont want to freak you out again.
sumo has been so friendly recently,
it's scaring me.
everybody's changing.
i'm saying this only after i was aware that i changed alot too.
be it good or bad,
i dont know.
cause her change,maria will say it's good,but i may say it's bad.
a change is never good or bad you know,
it's just how you see it.
according to lani,
i belong to the club of pigs.
walao.
haha.
evelina's birthday is coming soon.
i'm very sure i cant give it to her by friday,
maybe i'll give it to her on monday la.
i wanna go lani's house on friday.
you wanna come?
all along she was the one that took the initiative,
all along,they were the ones making me feel so :) and so :(
so now i wonder,
am i supposed to do something in return,
cause today,you were right there talking,
but i simply refuse to acknoledge that fact that you are there.
i think all that happened,i was to blame.
i'm sorry.
today,you were trying to say something.
somehow,
i dunno why.
but i want an apology from you.
i expected one.
195 is a cursed bus.
I DIDNT BANG MY HEAD,
i also dunno what i banged against.
i hope that she doesnt think that i'm faking it,
cause last year,begining of this year,
i hated her cause i THOUGHT she was a damn fake hypocrite.
i'm not going to fall for anyone else.
even gabriel is just an eye candy.
because of you.
5:40 PM