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Friday, July 28, 2006
i would love you,for forever,till death do us part.
but one condition.
you must love me too.
that little bit,
fake it for all i care.
i was surprised you actually cared for me.
actually,
i was really surprised.
i thought you were talking to someone else.
sorry yea.
in addition.
i'm deaf and dumb.
so i cant get hints that well.
why cant you tell me straight in the face that you care.
if you can tell her in the face that you're jealous,
why cant you tell me straight in the face that you care.
i think mine is so much more easier to say la.
i was not dao,or angry or anything la.
i was just sad.
ask me lorh.
depending on who,then maybe i'd say.
ahahhaha.
i cannot take it when certain people are sad/pissed/cry.
i'd go bonkers.
i'd be very scared and all one.
dont be like that okay.
i think i'd be as sad as you.
i've cried enough tears for you,
enough,
really is enough.
no more tears,
give me a smile,
a genuine one the next time we meet okay.
i really wasnt THAT happy yesterday.
i was excited la,
but date got cancelled anyway.
it wasnt because of them.
all these time,you were telling me lies.
B-I-T-C-H!!!
bob's graduation thing was a damn shitty thing.
i was damn bored la.
and i think i was overdressed la.
ahahha.
to tell you the truth.
i want you to ask me.
then maybe i'd tell you.
tell you the TRUTH.
and there's no one to talk to
nobody know i've got a crush on you.
the indian man called again.
i'd be by yourside everyway.
i'd never forsake you.
give me your life,
you dont have to think twice.
what you see is not what you get.
with you there's just no measurement.
you are wrong
if you think you can walk right through my door,
that is just so you
coming back when i've already moved on
when i'm already gone.
why cant you trust me,
believe me,
i really really have gotten over her.
TRY ME.
i would not budge,
not this time.
Sometimes shattered,
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today.
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
open up your heart and let me in
you changed so much.
i really really like you.
dont give me this shit okay.
i didnt wanna drink vodka,
so i went to drink SUGAR WATER.
omg,
it helps la.
i'm now highhhhhhhhhhh.
i'd be there for you,
these 5 words i swear to you.
DIANA LOVES _______!!!!!
i know that last time i didnt say it,
but today,
i tell you that i love you okay.
maybe i dont say it as often as i should,
but when i say it darling,
it means FOR GOOD.
i'm sorry i didnt say it the other time.
you made it so obvious that you wanted me to tell you that i love you la.
i guess i wanted to play with you.
haha.
you always do that to me also la.
you'd make me so sad and all,
then when i'm on the verge of tears,
you'd say that you were just joking.
WALAO.
ahha.
anyways,diana loves you okay.
DIANA ROSA ISKANDAR LOVES ______________!!!!!!!!
but is such a pity that you're hands are not big enough,
i wanted you to be ablet o hold BOTH my hands with your one hand la.
i think that's damn coooooooooooooooool.
my days are flying past me like VOOSH.
because of you,
you amke me see the light in the darkest days.
thanks asshole.
ahahhaha.
it's all about yourself,
and you're never wrong,
i'd watch you crash and burn.
jeanette is my happy pill.
shan is my happy pill.
got amy others la,
like lani and all.
they are damn funny.
ahahha.
i love you guys.
take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
i cant wait to be a mother.
ahahha.
i wnat to have a FAMILY.
i think i've been siao recently,
or maybe it's because of the sugar ruch,
cause i'm REALLY HIGH.
haha.
works better than vodka mann.
try it!!!
i've learnt alot of things,
maybe it's because my friends have screwed up families.
ahahah.
i wanna be a full time house wife,
ummmmm
but the maid would do all the cleaning and all la.
i jsut wanna spend forever with my kidsssssssssss.
and i'd cook for them EVERYDAY.
i'd try my very very best to be the BESTEST BESTEST mother and wife int eh world.
i wanna be the bestest kind of wife,
the perfect kind of mother,
and the most wanted friend,
anyone could ever ask for.
seriously,
money isnt much.
i want to fufill my roles completly.
i would have failed as a mother,
and as a person,
and as a wife,
if my children grows up hating me,
distant from me,
or not trusting me.
i'd be damn hut la.
:''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(
So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love
10:54 PM