Blog Entry
Thursday, July 13, 2006
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i'm happy.
not because of what debbie said.
that's plain dumb.
she wasnt even supporting me,
she was holding me like paper like that la.
if i were to fall,
she wont even be able to help me in anyway
and i was only looking at TANWEEJIA.
I LOVE TANWEEJIA.
i was happy all along okay.
during ss we were laughing our asses off la.
i was smiling through out the whole day.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh,
i remembered the reason why already.
hahahah.
anyway,
we went out.
sam JUST HAD TO sabo me.
SHE JUST HAD TO.
she watch out tomorrow.
i'd make her suffer.
i think weiting was damn stupid la.
she just stared at me and gave me that look.
haha.
YES,I WENT OUT WITH HER LA.
HAPPY OR NOT?!
i'm not lying this time.
hahah,
anyway,i finally asked her to teach me how to make hearts.
but she said i was hopeless and left me to rot again.
:(
i was rather happy that i didtn see.
i would have :'(
but i didnt want to,
not infront of her.
then i felt bad okay,
cause i was being damn mean.
so i became nicer when she came back.
lani and i were almost sleeping la.
i wanna know my place nowwwwwwwwww.
but i think i'd never ask.
step one is accomplished.
now,all i have to do is to mantain it,
i only have one last barrier,
i want to know WHYYYYYYYYYYY.
i wanna get a new phone.
okay,
i want nokia this time.
maybe 5500???
wait for it to come out first larh.
i almost died doing 2.4.
i dont like miss quek.
seriously,
she's such a bitch.
i hate sumo.
i think weejia was damn amused la,
cause i told her that i hate sumo,
and i was on the Verge of FAINTING la.
she's such a neh neh,
she said the same thing SURE always happen to me every year,
ashma,fainting,vomiting,and cramps after my 2.4.
hahah
NOT MY FAULT LA,
FAT PEOPLE CANNOT RUN YOU SEE.
haha.
sam wants to run 2.4 tomorrow again.
okay.
i'm game
EXCUSE ME,
i'm CORRECT LA.
it's ralph.(i dunno how to spell)
cheat me for so long.
hahaha.
maybe i was the one who never saw what i did to you?
forgive me please.
i wanna go back to the past.
i wanna be how it was.
i cant see you cry,
i'd end up dying.
4 more months to O level.
stop all your shit.
stop thinking nonsense,
and just work hard okay.
i'm gonna miss you.
i dont wanna go trinityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
chenlaoshi is an ass,
she saw her photo and kept commenting how cute she was.
like wth?!
i hate sumo,i hate sumo,i hate sumo,i hate sumo.i can bitch about her for hours.she such a BITCH.a damn HYPOCRITE.nad her friends are seriously BLIND.i dont care if her friends and her hate me,cause i dont like you either.and from what i have today.i'm DAMN BLOODY HAPPY.i forgot what cause this hatred toward her.but she's such a bitch.and i was telling karen la,if she's like that,her friends aint any better.BIRDS OF FEATHERS FLOCK TOGETHER YOU SEE,that why they're all "GOOD FRIENDS" i wouldnt be shock if everyone in that "one big FAMILY"hates each other.haiya,why the hell do i care anyway,in5 months time,she'd be going downhill already.and unless her bunch of friends change NOW,they'll lose their lifesupport.JEANETTE YUEN IS DAMN MEAN.bitching with her is funnnnnnnn.
i really cannot trust someone who betrayed their own friends?
that's just too much.
how can you ever feel secure around someone who bitches about her best friend?
would'nt you wonder if she'll bitch about you too?
you'd never know what she's thinking.
you'd never know when would it be your turn to get outcasted.
maybe that's why i dont like her,
somehow,
i feel that she have the ability to make everyone turn their backs against you.
i'm glad i know she hates me,
telling you i dont care would be a lie,
but at least,
the furthest she could cut was just that deep.
weejia enjoyed the muffinssssssssssss.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
she said she'd run with me again on tuesday.
ahaha.
she's so nice can.
not like debbie la.
walao.
ask her to run like will kill her or something.
but thanks to her,it's WEEJIA that ran with me last year.
haha.
i love my running partner.
I'M NOT CRYING.
FROM YESTERDAY TILL TODAY,
I'M NOT CRYING.
I ALWAYS TRY TO REFRAIN FROM CRYING IN SCHOOL.
AND I WOULD NEVER EVER WANT HER TO SEE ME CRY.
MAKES ME LOOK LIKE SOME DAMN WEAK ASSHOLE.
I'M NOT CRYING.
okay,today is a long long post.
i feel naggy again.
but dear would not read today's one i think.
BOBOTTO SMELLS EXACTLY LIKE HER.
AHAHAHAHAH.
I LOVE BOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.
ACTUALLY I LIKE HIS ZARA PERFUME TOOOOOOO.
shan's funny.
ahahah.
she's NOT the love of my life,
YOU ARE.
i'm adorable.
haha.
or so she says.
my hearts are still not forming.
i'd suddenly very :(
i think i'm thinking too much.
shan's right.
i'm just gonna get hurt again.
AT LEAST I'M NOT A FAKE.
i can't show you how i really feel,
cause i know you'd avoid me again.
i'm sorry for being so damn bitchy.
it's all for a good cause.
i'm selfish.
forgive me.
because of you,i'm afraid.
7:40 PM