Blog Entry
Sunday, July 16, 2006
the reason why,
is so dumb.
but i think,
my nightmare has began.
debbie ng,
I FRIEND YOU LA.
I'M NOT CRYING,dont keep telling me to not cry.
haha
you got zy thinking that i cry everyday.
i dont wanna think about it.
my brain is not working.
it NORMALLY works okay.
walao.
bully me only.
and it feels like you dont care anymore.
i'm sorry,i'm sorry,i'm sorry,i'm sorry.
i'm begging you,pleading you.
i'm sorry.
forgive me will you.
you always have to act so indifferent.
i cant even apologise for all i did.
i'm really THAT close to just flying to trinity NOW.
i dont want to go school anymore.
i just want to fly off NOW.
it hurt me bad enough.
2.4 is comming.
I WANT MY RUNNING PARTNER.
haha.
she's so special,
i only get to run with her ONCE A YEAR.
i'm sad because she knows.
because i can guess what she's thinking.
because i've made a fool of myself,
and made you look bad.
i've exposed the weaker side of you.
i've denied your exsistance.
got you confused,
hurt you,insulted you,brought you somewhere you didnt want to go.
now,you've done the same to me.
SO ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??!!
ARE YOU HAPPY THAT WE ARE EVEN NOW?!
cause when revenge ends,
promise that we'd put this behind.
i'm tired of all the games.
mind games.
i just wanna sleep.
so now you've got a common enemy.
me?
great.
i'm sure school will be just GREAT.
i'm taken aback.
because....
you'd never understand.
i love you too.
as a friend.
she knows.
i dont think i'm gonna cry.
cause i've expected this.
i'm expecting worse tomorrow.
i'm praying.pleading.
it's not as bad as i imagined it.
tell me please.
i could trust you again.
10:58 PM