Blog Entry
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
tell me that you need me more than i.
i was crappy the whole of today.
evelina irritated the hell out of me today.
and i got my mense RIGHT BEFORE orals.
stained right through.
dont you see,my days are just not as good without you.
cause usually,you'd make everything look good.
i miss you.
i really do.
i dont miss you in that sense you.
it's different.
it's just different without you,and i'm not liking it.
i would love to say that i did very well for orals,
BUT reality check,
i think i flunked it.
i'm not gonna survived another year around you,without being with you.
i even forgot how it became like this,
or maybe,i never knew in the first place,
my fault i guess,cause you're gone,and i'm still here.
you got me crying like a little child.
lets just say,
today.
i wanna walk down memory lane.
if i fall sick again tomorrow,
it'd be fine,
cause orals are over now.
and my menses are here,
so maybe,lani was right.
i'm just pmsing.
haha.
funny,i bet you never heard that people pms and miss someone so bad she'd fall sick.
haha
i dont wanna get sick tomorrow...
weiting and i were really nonsensical last year.
i dunno if you remembered,but wt refreshed my memory today.
ahahah
last year,we had this social studies pyramid game thing and i was the one doing all the hints,and she was trying to guess la.
me:what do i like most.
wt:BOYS
word = boyscouts
me:what do we have between us very often.
wt:CHEMISTRY
me:nooooooooooo,arguments la.
walao.
ahahah
last year sure was fun.
but then you came,
turned me upside down and inside out.
then you left.
you should take responsibility you know.
youre so damn irresponsible la,
you're not even willing to tell me what the hell happened,or what the hell came over you.
you just happily pai pai your ass and left.
she's damn blind,
she really is damn dumb you know.
it's poeple like this that makes you think that they deserve the life they get.
okay,that sounded mean.
miss diana comming later.
you know,today was such a day.
it's good that i ran my 8 laps,
i feel better already.
mama is such an ass,
she said that my blouse was nice,
i told her that i'd share the blouse la,
then she said dont want.
and guess what,she happily bought the EXACT same one,in a different colour.
she bought 2 somemore la.
stupid idiot
hahaha
dear will not be here in the next few days,
and i think dear enjoys my post leh.
cause she/he/it always tease me about what i said.
ahaha
so if i feel naggy.
dear wouldnt mind horh?!
haha
yea,he/she/it loves me too much you seeeeeeee.
it jsut cant bear to make me feel :'(
and everytime i see you,my heart goes pupung pupung pupung.
dear will never know that he's dear.
cause she'll never know that she means that much to me
and i would never fall for it
cause it is just so much better than a lover,
it's just almost perfect,
it shall be my bestest friend.
but i bet she'd kill me.
but i dont care,cause i love himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
maybe i'd refresh her memory later.
cause todday,
i can afford to fall sick
ahahah
if i were a bung,
i would love myself.
ahaha
and i think she has bad taste.
i dont think she* pretty
but lani insists that she is.
4:28 PM