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Sunday, August 20, 2006
evelina & meifen:hihi.haha.
dylan:you suck too.haha.STOP BEING MEAN!!!!
leilani:i never make fun of you waddddd.hahahah.i got choose my love over my friend meh??haha.yesterday you also choose your love over me and jeanette waddddddddd.hahahahah
debbie:hahahahah.that book was gold.
hmmmmmmm.done with tag replies.
jeanette was damn funny la.
i laughed so hard that my mum woke up.
hahah.
she opened my door and was like, you crazy is it?!
hahaha.
then i was like,my friend very funny.
hahaahhha.
stupid jeanette.
remember,SECRET,SECRET.
hahahah.
under your mean influence,
i started to hate everyone too.
ahhahaha.
one day i'd be able to join the bbg laaaa.
ahahha.
or you can join my sbg.
hhahahahahaha.
you fell asleep la.
i love sammmmmm.
wei she me????????!!!!
either i'm pmsing,or i just cant decice.
fear,sadness,anger and jealousy.
wow,that's a whole lot of emotions mixed.
you're sunlight in my eyes.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
instyle is 580 pgs thick
i'd take forever to read fashion.
you're the ultimate,really.
maybe i would have been nicer if you were a wee bit nicer.
you were the one that told me straight in my face that you didnt care.
you said you dont care about how i feel,
you said you dont care how i think.
you said you didnt want me to be there
you said that when i was sooooooooo damn nice to you.
since you said it already,
why are you so sad that i dont care about you.
and if going back to the past was so easy
i wouldnt be so full of regrets already right?!
cause looking back,
i must have looked very pathetic,
although i cant say it with a straight face that i dont care about you anymore,
but with time,
i'd say it.
i'm really really sad,
cause we couldnt even withstand alittle set back like that.
but it's better now,
if the bond we achived by so many sacrifices,cant compare to the bond you got by sheer playfulness,
then what's there to be sad about?
dragging on would just make me look even worse.
i'd write it in my history book.
it's your choice babe,
it's your call.
fantasy or not.
it's not as easy as it sounds.
today would be better then yesterday,
cause yesterday couldnt get any worse.
ohhhhhh,
actually,
yesterday morning was quite okay.
ahahha.
cycling was quite fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.
i was damn scared la,
and i was far at the back banging poles.
hahahaha.
it's difficult la.
but evening came,then night arrived.
stuff i found out.
she isnt as strong as i expected her to be.
damn shit,
she a weakling la.
i'm damn surprised.
that time i woke up at 4++.
what time will you wake up?!
i've learnt from that incident that i've lost my sense of priority.
now i'm better at this.
i was telling jeanette yesterday,
certain friends i keep,
not because i want to.
but i'm obliged to.
i'm supposed to be there,
that's why i'm there.
i'd rather be somewhere else,
but i'm there,
cause if i'm not there,
i'm a bitch.
and i dont want to be a bitch ,
and so i'm there when i'd rather be just sleeping.
it's a burden really,
cause you cant make it obvious,
and you have to really really fork out your time,
when you're seriosuly hating every second you spend with her.
woooooooow.
i'm really becoming mean.
hahahah.
i can make a bg myself.
hahahahah.
12:46 PM