Blog Entry
Friday, August 18, 2006
i dont want to.
i dont want to put our love to the test like that.
it's stupid,and i choose to not believe it,
but i dont want to know the ending.
how can you put our love on such a baseless thing.
it's not being superstitions,
but i just dont want to.
i'd rather us,not trying it at all.
sad part was,we already made a choice,
right or wrong,i guess we'd never know.
even if i were to tell you now,
what difference would it make?
i cant bear to,
really.
seeing you leave,with a smile.
i'm shattered.
you wanted to act strong,
you didnt see who's the one hurt and crying in the end.
and now you're gone.
and i'm left wondering,
when would i be able to wake up and face that reality.
if it's going to end here,
lets let it end now.
less pain,
less misery.
i love sam.
i really really really like sam like nuts.
i almost cried in lani's house cause of sam.
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i'm crazy.
i love today as much as i love you.
ahahhahahahahahahahhahahah.
10:10 PM