Blog Entry
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i really really miss you.
the things we said,
the things we did,
keeps coming back to make and make me smile again.
it doesnt matter how long we dont talk.
it doesnt matter how much we fight.
it doesnt matter that the world is no going our way.
though the distance between us now may seem to be too far,
but deep inside,
you're never gone,
never far,
cause in my heart is where you are
everything that you gave me so far,
will give me strength and be my corner stone.
i believe that i'd see you somewhere down this road again.
without you,
things are just different.
not much worse,
really.
but it's not any better either.
i love shan.
there's love,hate then indifference.
now,it's indifference.
the last stage already.
that fugly bitch is damn irritating.
i dont have to care you know.
i always end up looking like some desperado.
charlie is much funnier.
hahaha.
i lurve hummmmy.
like i said,
different expectations causes alot of shit.
what i expect from you is a moutain.
but what you give me is a lump.
how to last?
you tell me.
when i want you there,
when i want you to do somehting,
when i want to hear something,
and you dont do it.
it's not your fault.
but its' not my fault.
but i'd be so hurt,
i'd avoid you.
so tell me,
messy love realations,
tell me what to do.
you choose to let me down.
i dont blame you,
i've gotten sick of the games that you play.
listen to me loud and clear,
notice my every movement,
listen to my every word,
it just isnt the same anymore.
i'm not the diana that crawls back to you anymore.
for one last time,
i'm sorry.
goodbye,
i hope i'd never remember you again.
11:07 PM