Blog Entry
Saturday, September 02, 2006
to want the girl/guy that everyother girl desires.
to want to posses her/him.
am i really selfish?
but of course,what am i compared to her.
not comparable.
maybe if i'm half as pretty,
or half as slim.
maybe,MAYBE,
we can be compared.
but the way i see it now,
i'm not even at the same level as you.
i dont like befrending you,
i'm avoiding you
and i hate going out with you,
cause i'd feel so damn inferior.
haiya,
shit.
i feel like some big time loser.
thanks mann.
my post maybe rather long today,
because i'm in a falalalala mood.
hahahahahah.
i was told that my posts have been really sad recently.
really?
i thought it sounded quite motivational.
hahaha.
short and simple and to the point some more,
just the way you like it.
hahahahh.
the song you've got a friend is so sad
because it makes me feel like as if i dont have any.
ahahah.
but i got reminded of lizard prince though.
i dunno why also,
she's just a really really good friend.
at least to me la.
it's times like this that i wonder who can i call to rant and rant all my shit to.
friends,i've got plenty,
good friends i've got some,
best friends,i've got none.
wow,that's sad.
hahaha.
i cant seem to be able to concentrate and study.
i know prelims is ONE week away,
but i just cant study.
i wanna go out and study.
i need someone next to me to push me to study.
jeanette,siti or anyone else.
i was told that i should dress up like michelle,
hahahahahah.
okay,maybe one day,
i'd try.
hahahahaha.
i'd go shoppppppppppingggggggggggg.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
this month has been an emotional roller coaster.
i dont understand why you keep snapping at me now.
certain things you said,you cant take back.
whatever happened to "i dont care about you" "i dont care about what you feel or how you think" "why should i notice you"
you tell me all that shit and now you're snapping at me.
hahah.
you're staring to entertain me.
i dont really know i feel anymore,
but it was THAT close to INDIFFERENCE.
meeting up everyday,
talking everyday.
is not our thing.
hahahah.
maybe we should only meet up once a month,
and talk once a month.
then it'd be better.
hahah.
i realise that we only talk about the things that bother us,
we dont talk about shitty crappy stuff.
maybe that's why.
ahhahahahaha.
i think nico is such an ass.
how can she do that.
i think i've been quite bored recently,
i went to look up hte meaning orgasm.
i looked it up in an encyclopedia okay,
because i didnt understand the dictionary meaning.
hahahaha.
walao,
you know i read until my eye cock already,
i wanted to find out what cum is,
but i was lazy.
i feel like spending all the money on kim's account.
but i'm a very very nice girl.
so i'd try and restrain myself.
dick said that i can spend till 850000 like that,
hahahah.
maybe later la.
because i'm super duper lazy.
i talk to bob online.
hahaha
then he came to my room calling me stupid.
ahhahaha.
he's damn ..
he's mine.
ahhahaha.
and he wants me too okay.
papa sure later will talk to me one.
haiya.
he keep saying me la.
he thinks getting 9 points is so easy.
tsk.
but whatever la.
that stupid shit head bob la,
get 12 points for his 'o's for what,
now he makes me and james look so stupid.
tsk.
hhahhaah.
but wo hai shi hen ai ta.
james is such a retard.
he doesnt even wanna acknowledge me.
walao
he can go be an eggtart la
tsk.
actually i think i'm oversensitive,
over protective,and dunno what else la.
am i really that irritating to you.
oh well,
not say we're close anymore.
i dont think i see a need to care.
come on barbie lets go party.
you are not obliged to show concern to me,
you dont need to care.
i know how that feels,
and i dont like it,
so i dont wanna force you.
i had always thought you cared,
cause you told me once you did,
but i guess someone told you to do all thouse things rihgt?
i'm fine really,
i just dont like it cause i know you dont wanna be there,
but you are.
i'm happy,in a very sad way.
and all your words always have thorns.
damn sickening to talk to you when every word that comes out of your mouth isnt very pleasant.
i'm dying cause i let you do what you did,onto me.
oh no,WAIT.
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A CHEERY POST.
FALALALALALALALALLA.
hahahahhaahahhahahahahahhaha.
dick head is out of my life,
but none believes me.
i just realise that i've got so many nick names for her.
1)lizard prince
2)dick head
3)scenery
4)one and only first and last
what else?
i forgot.
but i'm sure the list doesnt end there.
i cant wait for prince charming,
hahahah.
the more i see you,
the more i die
i wanna go church.
but i've been eating so much,
i dun wanna face the world.
hahahhhahahah.
i was telling fatty pompani what i ate,
and she didnt even hear me say finish.
hahah.
too much to list already.
youknow,
i'm still stuck at maths.
pg 94 q5.
never mind,
i'd wait for mr limmm.
hahahahaha.
mos is having a FLING party.
wanna come.
free tickets cause i'm hell cool.
hahahahah.
i dunno why you keepinsisting that i'm rich,
cause i'm not.
for all you know,you're richer.
and it doesnt even matter if i'm rich or not,
you dont have to keep saying that.
tsk.
go anhd die la
happy,post.
happy post.
remind me please.
lies lies lies lies yeahh.
and i'm getting so damn immune to it.
i'm just gonna take all your words as lies,
you cant blame me right,
cause i cant tell the difference,
and since majority of what you say are lies,
assuming that everything you say are lies,
i wouild most properbly be90% of the time correct.
it doesnt hurt much to not trust you 10% of the time la.
has it been a thousand word essay yet.
cause i wanna snack now.
maybe later la.
or maybe not.
i dunno why,
but everytime i say maybe,
baby seems to be what i think of.
yucks.
how did i end up calling her baby.
hahahah.
but whatever la.
cause maybe baby sounds catchy.
1:55 PM