Blog Entry
Thursday, September 14, 2006
you know,
if i wasnt so itchy hands,
if i wasnt so curious,
if i didnt have such so much confidence in myself,
mabe,MAYBE,i wouldnt have ended up in this shit.
as they said curiousity killed the cat.
but since i'm stuck in this pile if shit already,
all i want to do now is to get up and continue.
no use looking back finding faults blaming people.
no use asking hypertheiroical question,
cause it's not going to make anything better,
infact,it makes you feel even worse.
now all i want is to study la.
i wanna show my mum that i'd study,
at least show her i'm trying,
then i'd get all the stuff i want.
:'(
it feels like i'd die if i stay here any longer.
cause you are deadly poisnous,
and every minute,every second with you,
breathing becomes so hard to do.
:'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
i cant even study.
my mood is really down to zero.
all thanks to you.
12:16 AM